That is not to say, I pine for the freedom of the human nakedness and wish to take the subway in my nudity.
One thing I realized about myself is, especially compare to myself from four years ago, I’ve grown weary at purchasing clothes – though the urge of money-spending didn’t really die down, it’s just I don’t really feel like spending them on clothes anymore. (with one exception: dresses – usually the more unwearable they are in real life, the more I have an urge to buy)
Clothes being sold in the market seem to embrace the trend so easily, and what is trend? Something you follow brainlessly. I guess this is when I turn to stores like American Apperal, becuase of their simple and classic design (not talking about the shiny spandex leggings, etc. ). Sometime I even wish I could go back to wearing uniforms (however, well-designed uniforms only) again.
On the other hand, simple and classic designs always use amazing material, which inevitably raise their value. I am sure you can also find amazing simple and classic designs in some big name designer stores, only that every time I look at their price I feel like feeding myself with good food is slightly more important.
A friend has asked me two years ago whether he could use some of my photos that I took in Tibet in a book he’s writing. I said sure, I’d be honoured. Two years has passed, I’m sure he encountered many problems, the book hadn’t been published. Last night, he told me that they’ve finally published it, and I’m so happy to see this coming out. Congratulations to Nimadawa. :)
Last night was spent sitting in a cafe in Little Italy, sharing the night with the summer rain. Young people dressed up in hip wear, girls running around in leather and exposed skin.
Today is the day I bought myself a bean bag.
I saw a lot of friends yesterday working at school.
These days I feel contradictory, dillusional and tired. More and more of a need to be secluded.
Is it really possible that there are humans born on the planet but heart and mind live elsewhere?