philosophie.

oct.18

New York has been so windy and chilly, I inevitably caught the sickness that’s been flying around. Throat hurts a lot, but otherwise my mind seems to be still clear.

There had been a lot of refection on music-making, since Rui dropped by almost unannouncedly. I am very excited to apply these changes of attitude and practise the trick of the mind – afterall, when we reach a certain point of accomplishments, the only way that can push us further still is by means of mental power, much more so than any physical effort (or course that is not to say I will practise less everyday and spend more of my time on thinking about it… obviously.)

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I wonder, what is more painful and conflicting- to commit things that we detest so much ourselves, or to embrace those you love who have committed things we detest the most.

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I am starting to abhor the nasty weather of New York. So much.